Surprise.... You're gonna love this... ?

So, have you ever wanted to tell something to someone but were too scared? This is not one of those times. But, have you ever had to tell someone something, but didn't know what to say or how to say it? This is not one of those times either. I just haven't had time to sit down with any of "the others" and let them know what's going on in my life. So I figure, what better way to tell them than to blog about it so they all know at the same time, as well as the rest of the world, right?

Well last summer my cousin dated this guy, and just like all her other "flings" I became really good friends with him. When they started getting more "serious" (keep in mind her definition of serious is dating 5 or 6 guys at a time- kissing all of them) I never really hung out with them. Well I saw him a little bit ago and he got my number. We hung out and actually started dating. I really liked him but I didn't know what to do because not only is this girl my cousin- she is one of my best friends. Although my cousin was "seriously dating" like 5 guys and hadn't talked to this particular guy for over 5 months. I was trying to work up the nerve to talk to her about it to see if it would bug her if I dated him but when I mentioned his name she snapped back into "her mode" and said she wanted to call him and hang out with him again. CRAP!!!! What on earth was I going to tell her...? I finally made the decision to avoid it at all cost and stop seeing this guy. It was hard but I wasn't going to let a silly guy brake up my friendship. So whatev. Everything worked out... Hahaha Sike! Oh my gosh... That wasn't even what I wanted to say. (But hopefully I got your mind off of the real reason I'm writing this blog so it makes everything not seem as bad....) Here goes nothin'... 

I have only been working here for what, two weeks? And I don't think I have followed a set schedule once... like I said before I didn't know I was working here until the day before so I had previous engagements that I had to keep. They have been more than willing to be flexible, and force me to come in Fridays instead, but now comes the part that I'm not scared about because I know exactly what to say... It's not complicated at all so I'm sure there won't be ANY questions. 

Its actually a funny story- considering the one who negotiated the deal was the one who got me into all this. Supposedly, as of last week I am only working 20 hours a week, instead of the usual 40. But for some strange reason I keep coming ALL day, everyday. I have only come to two conclusions as to why. 1) I must REALLY like it here, and 2) I am so intimidated/ embarrassed to say anything that I keep my mouth shut and do what was initially expected of me. I pick the first one.

Well, I feel so much better now that I got that off my chest. See you tomorrow! :)

-Intern 2